Post by RandomJester~RLV on Feb 28, 2006 14:55:32 GMT -5
Well as the name implies, to one degree you can't truly try suicide, you can make a attempt, but the action of committing suicide causes you to die. The only reason I bring this up is because a friend of mind got kicked out of school this year again for self-inflicted abuse. Although she is one of the deepest most poetic people I know, she has that bad habit, personally as I friend and with feelings that may go beyond that, I truly can't do anything because of my distance away from her. This time though she didn't end up in the hospital. But I'm sure she almost did.
I could try to explain everything, and you could give opinions, but I don't think you would quite understand her mindset, because well I'm not trying to say anything down about you guys, but you've never been there to my knowledge, at least I'm fairly sure two of you haven't done this. As for the rest of you, I do doubt it but you never know, I've made atemps at my own life few times mind you, nothing hospital grade, but enough that I caused some damage. Granted no one around me knows this until now and I would ask you as a friend never to bring it up again, because I'm past that now, but I am worried for her.
Emotionally, she is very unstable, I would do everything in my power to be there for her but sadly I can't, I can barely trudge through school, go to work, and barely sleep at night with out attesting worrying about her for a few good minutes or two. Although I've been saving every scrap of money I can and hope-fully by summer I can get her a plane ticket and a hotel for few weeks so she can come up here. I've talked to her about that option and she seems to like it, sadly I've been barely able to scrounge up 146USD so yeah that is a futile attempt, anyways I just wanted to see what you have to think about this, because to be honest, although I truly get on Tony's nerves, and I know it. And whilst I'm sure at one time or another I have pissed everyone of you off. I just want to know what you think of this whole mess. -- Random Jester
I could try to explain everything, and you could give opinions, but I don't think you would quite understand her mindset, because well I'm not trying to say anything down about you guys, but you've never been there to my knowledge, at least I'm fairly sure two of you haven't done this. As for the rest of you, I do doubt it but you never know, I've made atemps at my own life few times mind you, nothing hospital grade, but enough that I caused some damage. Granted no one around me knows this until now and I would ask you as a friend never to bring it up again, because I'm past that now, but I am worried for her.
Emotionally, she is very unstable, I would do everything in my power to be there for her but sadly I can't, I can barely trudge through school, go to work, and barely sleep at night with out attesting worrying about her for a few good minutes or two. Although I've been saving every scrap of money I can and hope-fully by summer I can get her a plane ticket and a hotel for few weeks so she can come up here. I've talked to her about that option and she seems to like it, sadly I've been barely able to scrounge up 146USD so yeah that is a futile attempt, anyways I just wanted to see what you have to think about this, because to be honest, although I truly get on Tony's nerves, and I know it. And whilst I'm sure at one time or another I have pissed everyone of you off. I just want to know what you think of this whole mess. -- Random Jester
